Beautiful

Sorry I missed last weeks blog. Got a tad busy. Amongst that busyness though I was talking about beauty to someone. They made a statement like this: "Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder". Its quite true. Problem is we don't always realise who's eye really counts. . .

Too many of us have made it our life's work to change peoples opinions of us. We seem determined to prove that we are "cool". That we are Valuable to them. I'm guilty just as much as the next guy. We are constantly trying to get people to see our "good" side. Our beauty if you will. Problem is not everyone is going to. That's beauty of being human as such, we are different and we are not going to like or be pleased with everyone.

Back to the statement: "Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder". Its a self explanatory statement that is logically sound. Thing is we just think that humans are the only beings that can see beauty. God is a being. God sees beauty. As I said we try and earn or get the acknowledgement that we are "beautiful" as such from people. We already have the greatest acknowledgement of our beauty ever, God's. Where does it say that in the Bible you may ask? Paraphrasing here but did God not sit back and look at what all was created and saw that it was "good". OK so He said good Logan not beautiful you may be saying. What does good mean? This :

(as an adjective)

1.
morally excellent; virtuous; righteous; pious.
2.
satisfactory in quality, quantity, or degree.
3.
of high quality; excellent.
4.
right; proper; fit.
5.
honorable or worthy; in good standing.
6.
genuine; not counterfeit.
7.
advantageous; satisfactory for the purpose.
8.
skillfully or expertly done.
9.
comparatively new or of relatively fine quality.

So for a all powerful, all knowing, infinite God to say that all His creation is "good", that's quite a complement. If God says it therefore it is. Thats right it is a absolute. No matter if we see the beauty in it, God does. Ergo its beautiful.

There is the other side to the coin though. Its when we let others people opinions about you become your opinions about you. When we let that happen we build a prison in our souls with only one prisoner. You. What we need to reliese is the God's opinion is all that matters. Guess what Gods opinion is. That you are beautiful, you are "good".

Can you accept that from Gods perspective, you are good?

Can you accept that beauty is an absolute?

Can you accept that you are beautiful?



God Bless

LJA

Death of me

Today I carried a cross. It was damn heavy. A nice big wooden cross, little bit small for me though. So as I was carrying it across a field I began to think about how Jesus would have felt carrying a full size sucker. Pretty sore I am guessing. We have all heard about carrying our own crosses. "Take up your cross and follow me" or something like that yes? What does that mean to us? How can we crucify ourselves? I have a few ideas. . .

What was Christ doing on that cross? He was dying for us. Christ willing went through pain and suffering and then death so that we don't have to fight sin by ourselves. So that though we may lose battles we can win the war. Christ was defeating and defeated sin. Ergo our "cross" is already done yes? No. As Christians we cant camp at salvation and be content that Christ won the war. Christ is eternal, we are not. The war is over but battles still rage. Everything we do can still turn us away from God, or get us closer to God.

We need to find our cross, our battle. We need to get crucified, win the battle. We need to start pulling our weight in this relationship with God. How you may ask? What battles aren't you winning? Here's some examples: for myself it is struggling with lust and desires (yay for being male huh?) and I feel . . . awkward. . . talking about God to friends that aren't Christian. Its almost as if I am ashamed. Yes that's right, for those who know me those may come as a shock. Your cross isn't just sin but anything that the devil (oh no I used the D word!) has a hold of in your life. For me, I guess its shame. Now does this stop me from saying yes I'm a Christian? no, but i wont go and start a conversation on God.

How do we win our battles? Right now I am dreading publishing this blog on the net. I really don't want to. In a way I am dying. I am telling that whoever reads this that I am a sinner, that I don't have it all perfect. I even mentioned what. I assure you this is not a normal occurrence for me. What i have concluded is that when we know we have sin, the last thing we want is for someone to find out, when we have something that isn't "normal" by societies standards we don't want it to get out. We have to fight our sin. Expose the darkness. Now stop right there! I'm not saying go shout it out. I'm saying go to your pastor or wise council and get a extra gun in your fight. God forgives our sin, God gives us strength but ultimately it is us who sins. It is our call whether we continue the cycle of sin.

Taking up your cross is a battle. It is a fight that we cant win alone. To win these battles we need to help each other, help each other in Christ. My advice is to taking up your cross, find your cycle of sin, get together with your pastor and let what Christ did on that cross last in your life.

(ps: dont go nail yourself to a real cross, its just downright painful)

(man I am loving these brackets)

LJA

Infected, tainted, but still loved

Boy meets girls. Girl likes boy. Long story short girl gets pregnant and boy cuts and moves. Wait, that's a little harsh. Lets turn it up. Girl gives sex for love. Boy gives love for sex. Yet the nether are satisfied and the relationship crashes and burns. Now not all relationships are like that, but most are. In fact I am going to put my neck out and say all relationships that don't involve God are like that. Not all end up at sex but the principles are exactly the same. This is a problem. . .

Here is my reasoning that first bit. Guys and girls want affection, attention and what they understand to be love. When we get into a relationship we get physical, natural human thing to do. Now how fast you go in up to you, but most of the time we don't think with our brains. We give each other the attention and affection and what we know as love. We spend time with each other, we talk, we argue, we make up. Normal relationship events occur. We get more and more physical till yes that's right sex is in the boxing ring.

Sex is the ultimate action in a relationship, married or not. After sex there isn't anything that gets you more tangled in that relationship. You are giving a massive chunk of your heart, your soul. You will always remember it. You attach yourself to that person. So with this in mind, with all that affection, entanglement and 'love', why do so many relationships fail? Why do very few make to marriage and even fewer make it through marriage?

I believe it comes down to the fact we are tainted. Now some may be thinking "WTF!? whats tainted mean?". I know I would be. We have sin in us. We have the anti-love in our hearts: Lust. Seriously lust is the complete opposite of love. Because we have sin in us, our understanding of love is tainted. How we recieve it, how we give it, no matter what we do our love will fail because it is infected with sin. We dont know how to love completely in a reltionship. . .

At the start of this blog I mentioned God. Thats right the big fella up in the clouds. He loves completely, perfectly. No matter what. Now I'm not saying we can be just like God and love just like Him. We can let Him love us though, we can recieve it. Once someone has recieved a gift or learnt something, he can teach or pass it on yes? The same applys to love. Once we have Gods love in us and in our relationship we can begin to love like God loves us. We can begin to fight the infection of sin.

When boy and girl enter a relationship with God at the centre of that relationship, with true untainted love, chances are it wont end in regret. Chances are it wont end with a single parent.

Chances are it will work.



LJA

Wanted

Whats something we all seem to struggle with? Whats one thing in the human life that we all crave in one form or another? Acceptance. Whether when we are kids looking up to our parents or at school or in the work place, we all want to be accepted. Anyone disagree? If you do, go to any pastor or shrink and ask them, its sadly true.

Now, acceptance may be something we all need, yet we never seem to find enough of it. When we as humans crash and burn, we generally search for something to give our life meaning. This can take many forms: drugs, relationships, family, religion or an idea (patriotism, pacifism etc). Looking at these, what is one that stands out? Drugs? Yeah a little bit. The one that is truly different from the rest is "religion". Why you ask? Religion, if it should fail you is the one that thing you are guaranteed to shut out. Ideas fail yet there are many others for us, family can be acquired, drugs are an addiction, we are always forming relationships whether we like it or not. This "religion" on the other hand is very easily brushed aside.

Now personally I believe church/religion is a very hard place to find acceptance in the way you want it. We look to the people in the church to accept us, even sometimes adapt to us. Even if we just craved unbiased acceptance I believe church/religion will fail in giving you true acceptance. Yes the others all fail you too, but we expect church/religion to work. We expect the people in the church to accept us. . . . . . .

As a Christian I say that is a stupid thing to do. I say stop wanting acceptance from the people, for if you are or are not a Christian, we all can accept the fact that humans are not perfect. Stop going to church going to get acceptance. Its setting yourself up to fail. Christians and non Christians alike all do it. We crave acceptance in our little gatherings. We want to fit in, keep that meaning in life. In doing so we forget the reason why we should be there. We forget the greatest act of acceptance ever done. . . .

Its just been Easter. I ate some choc eggs. I ate hot cross buns. They all tasted great. I even remembered why Christians have the "Easter" holiday. I thought back to Christ, that He died for me, that He rose again and granted me salvation if I should choose it. Now as I pondered this on Sunday morning, as I read what Christ did and how He acted while going through this painful process I realised that Christ accepted that He had to die, that He had to suffer. No greater love have a man for his brother than to lay down his life for him. He showed us the ultimate love. The ultimate acceptance of us.

When we go to church, when we pray, do we think that God loves us no matter what? No matter how imperfect we are? I don't think we do. We need to get out of our heads that God is sitting up there with a big ugly stick waiting to beat us. God accepted us as we were, are and are to be. No arguments. God doesn't accept our sins, but our sins are not us. When we go to God, with all our imperfection and taint, with all that "ugly sin" or "impurity", we need to remember that God wants to forgive us, wants to wipe our slate clean, to help us. God wants us to be in relationship with Him. God wants us to feel loved by Him. God wants you to feel wanted.

Think on this old yet overlooked factor.

Try and get your head around the fact that God wants you.



LJA

The Heart

Psalm 86 :11 says "Teach me your way O Lord, that I may walk in you truth; unite my heart to fear your name"


I like that last bit, "unite my heart to fear your name". I like it a lot. "Unite my heart". Hmmmm. . . . .

Who remembers the parable of the farmer sowing the seeds? Where some land on rocks and get eaten by birds, some fall among weeds and some grow in good soil? Every time I got told that story in Sunday school or at church, I got told it meant that our faith are the seeds and that only a few make it. Now I guess that made sense. Problem is, we only look at the seeds as faith. Where does our faith reside? In our hearts.

Now if you look at that story again you see that faith is being planted in our hearts. That the field that the story speaks of is OUR heart. You may notice that the field is rocky is some places, hardened from pain. You may also notice that it is full of weeds, that choke our faith in the concerns of this world. Then there is the nice fertile soil, where your faith may grow, the untainted remains of your heart. Our heart is splinted, fractured.

James 1:5-8 speaks of faith. Speaks of the doubt in man, the double mindedness. Our faith is not in the mind though is it. It is in our hearts. James 1:5-8 speaks of the splinted, fractured, broken state of our hearts, the doubts of our mind like the birds eating the seeds off the rocks.

Now lets go back to the original verse, Psalm 86 :11. That little bit I liked. "Unite my heart". If you want to united a splinted heart, If you want GOD to do that, you are asking for pain. Like a shattered glass or a broken sword, a broken heart must be melted back together. Put through the furnace, refined.


Our hearts are broken, our mind doubtful. We avoid pain, we avoid what we perceive as danger to our nice little balanced hearts. If David can ask God to melt his heart down in the hope that he may truly fear Gods name, surely we can ask God to melt our heart in hope that we may better ourselves, strengthen who we are in Christ.

Want some refining? Want more of God?

Just ask, David did. He got it. So can you.



LJA

Disturbed

We live in a messed up world. Part of me says a swear word would be better than "messed" because well, I believe "messed up" doesn't do justice on how terrible this world is. We have diseases rampaging poor countries, teen pregnancy outgunning AIDS, general human evil, natural disasters. One could think (and many do) how could God let this happen? One could say and believe "This is all to big for me to change or handle or help with". In some ways these statements have a very strong 'standing' or 'argument'.I would like to think my statement has a bit more though. . . .


Do you sponsor a child? I do, because I can. Because I know I can help little BJ who lives in Zimbabwe. I know that Africa is a poor Continent, It messes with me. I don't like that. It disturbs me. So I give $40 a month to this kid, thinking that at least this little guy will have a chance now. Helps me sleep a little better as such. Now, I don't really care to much about people in natural disasters, because well they are natural occurrences. Sure I could give money so that people can get their lives back together. I don't though. I feel sorry for them, I wish they didn't have to get flooded or blown away, I honestly do. But it doesn't disturb me. It doesn't rock my boat. By choice (sub-conscious or not) I don't let it disturb me.

When man takes action against something, whether it be the current government or slavery or tsunami's, man does it because it troubles, it disturbs him. He sees the wrong and it gets to him, he gets up the balls as such to do something and he does. Action occurs because of a disturbance. An imbalance. Lake of equilibrium. Scientifically proven. The same happens in the human heart/mind. If we see something that we know to be wrong, our mind can make one of two choices. 1, Rationalise it and say it is a part of the unpredictable thing we call life. 2, Get Disturbed, attempt to change it.

As Christians we are WAY to comfortable with this "messed up" world. We are meant to be followers of Christ. Christ saw the wrongs in the world in His 'time'. He gave human life value when life was taken with very little thought. He promoted equality when women and people of different races and religions were disrespected. He went around changing it all, setting the standard. We (myself very much included) need to see the wrongs, the unjusts in this world and actually care enough to not switch the channel, to get up and do something. We need to choose to follow Christ's example like our name (Christian: follower of Christ) says. We need to choose to get disturbed by what we see. Stop switching the channel, stop thinking I can do nothing, stop giving excuses for your lack of action.

Get Disturbed.



LJA

"Faith"

I grew up as a nice little Christian boy. In a nice Christian home. I was the fourth child, though I did have to learn to pay for things myself as soon as I started earning. I had a nice upbringing. I grew up under pastors and elders of Churches. I had a strong faith. . . or did I?

My faith was circumstantial. It relied on my situation, my friends and my parents. If one was to fail, the lot would slowly cave in. Eventually something did fail and my faith crashed and burned. I stopped caring about God, about doing the "Christian thing". I became a non Christian within a matter of weeks. Though I didn't want to admit it at the time to anyone I knew in my heart that I had turned my back on God.

Long story short I came back to God. What is interesting about my little snap shot of my life is what my faith was like. My "faith" was a bubble that required perfect harmony of outside influences for it to survive and work. I see it in a lot of Christian youth today. I see that if they were left to life, without even one of the things that holds their faith together, they would crash and burn. Where is your faith? Is your faith reliant on the people and social structure around you?

Faith in Christ should never be built around others, your social status or your environment. Your faith should be relationship based. A relationship with God that is. Why? Because God Never fails. He Never changes. He Always loves. People fail, society changes, we are always searching for something we cant seem to find. If your '"faith" is reliant or built around who your friends are or your environment, start changing that by talking to God honestly, normally. Don't get all religious on Him, he doesn't want you to mention His name 50 times in your prayer. He just wants to have a proper relationship with you. Don't fall into the trap I did and let your life rule your faith.

God Bless

LJA